Right with you SuSo, I am officially giving up, and hatching a plan B as I speak. Sick of putting my life on hold for this, especially when I see the solicitors I work with are miserable! There's more to life. Screw this. After four years of FE1 struggle and hopeless apprenticeship search, i'm done.
Yeah, I am off with Plan B as well, approx wasted 4-5 years of my life on trying to be a solicitor also, so sorry Ellie but it is almost comforting to know I am not the only one. Just hope that I can learn from my mistake and save someone else the crap we have put ourselves through. For the past 5 years I have become so depressed at not having control over where my life is going, and not having a career, trying to find an app and trying to advance myself to make myself more appealing to trainers. Spent 3 years in a role that I hoped would give me an edge over the other mountains of apprenticeship cvs coming in the door to a firm when I went back to seeking an apprenticeship, which, realisitically speaking - should have done as the role involved a lot of exposure to the legal industry. But no, I have offered myself for free to solicitors firms to no avail and am officially sick of it.
Also worked in a solicitors office before and got treated very badly, unfortunately the same happened to more of my law friends in solicitors offices, where bullying was common place. I am afraid that that is a possibility for any trainee, and potentially even more so if you are female, as from what I have gathered from my own experiences and exposure to the industry, male trainees are not expected to muck in as much as female, and do "from the bottom" up tasks such as dictaphone typing etc They seem to get respected, if that is possible, a little more - as solicitors offices these days have way too much estrogen floating around, and I think males are treated with a lot more kid-glove as a result. This is merely what I feel I have witnessed from my own experience and stand to correction.
Having said that the more familiar I became with the industry - the less I can say it would be a job that I would like at this stage, but then again that is probably disillisionment with the crap qualification process and the total lack of incentive for trainers to take on apprentices from the useless Law Society. As for solicitors being miserable, I have to by and large agree with that. Correct me if I am wrong, but I do believe in the UK, one can apply to get on the Legal Practitioners Course and then worry about trying to find the traineeship after, which in my opinion if it is the case, sets students on a more even footing, you actually have something to offer a potential trainer, as lets face it - what does a law degree tell you or prepare you for working in a solicitors office? Nothing. Secondly it allows control over your life - you apply for the LPC, you can have a set date as to when you can start - rather than be in limbo for years and years!
Have heard horror stories of poor FE1 graduates slaving in firms for months/years hoping to get app, only to be booted out in favour of Daddy's friends daughter/son etc - so what is the point - I ask you? More time wasting. A friend of mine took a call in a solicitors office from the parent of an FE1 graduate who wanted to pay the solicitors firm to take her daughter on! I suppose I am in the same boat as some poor sod who has gone off and spent years thousands doing a Law Masters, hoping that will give them an edge - newsflash - it probably won't! I am very sorry to all those who may read this and dislike the negativity, but what I would say is if you have any doubts about going the solicitor road and you are not sure it is for you - run a mile. If it is really what you want to do then persevre and persevre, but you may be at that for some time. If you really want it, continue to chase the dream. I guess if you really really want it you can get it, from what I have seen and how hard it is to get an app, I don't want it anymore. So this is for those of you who are not so sure, just take your stumbling upon of this post as a sign to leg it while you can.