I did first steps aready in last couple days. I delete myself from every website which ever used for betting.
I have to mention if i am sick i could use another 14-15k from my current account overdraft. I have an access to family members bank account which is nearly 20k.
I had never take a penny from anybody else account to make bets. I have never ever asking anybody to give me a loan for betting.
I also contact to my bank yesterday. Explain them the hole situation and ask them for a help. My hole debt are 57k. They collect all the information from me of my income and assets(wihich is nothing).
After thet everything happen so quick and they work hard on it. The offer from them which is not approved yet monthly 680 euro for 12 years, that means i have to pay back an extra 40k interest based on 8.9% apr.
I am still freaking out because i dont want to live my life with a stress what happens if i cant get a job after 3 years.
If my parents could sell the house for 30k abroad. Would that be possible to pay a bank 30k and settle down finally.
I will be 43years old when my loan is payed otherwise and have no life.
I mean: Is this the life???
How can some people owe millions and walk away? Usually they lose millions officaly but behind a scenes they were making double of it. These things was the reason for me to start other risky things to make myself and my family a better life. I never going to drop my life away for money. Money is not important for life, money can be replaced. Actually i hate money. I have been working for guys who has millions on bank accounts and 10 property, but.... i never see a smile on there face. Always just a stress. They were making 10k a week but they just want more and more and after that when they were make 5k profit, they felt loosing money
which is a joke. Excuse me for sharing these information but i feel i have to givin out of myself.
If you have mote advice or opinion please do not hesitate.
JFK(last person in world fight against...)